Metropolitianmindset

In honor of Scorpio season — and me not only being a Scorpio sun, but also rising, Venus, Jupiter, Pluto, and North Node all in the first house — I feel like I just gotta take a minute to explain how it feels to be a heavy Scorpio. Like, I literally think I am the Scorpio. Add in my Cancer moon and I’m all water.

Being a Scorpio means being dark, passionate, deep, intuitive, psychological, and completely in tune with your feelings — being extra psychic, too. You only play dumb when you need to, but trust me, I’m ten steps ahead of you. Whenever I’ve decided to be more logical and not listen to my gut feeling, I’ve done myself dirty. I need to listen to my intuition — it has never steered me wrong.

You just gotta trust that the universe is working for you. Allow the heavy emotions to flow in and out like the ocean waves. Scorpio energy is like a thunderstorm in the middle of the ocean — powerful, chaotic, beautiful. But it’s also playful, empathic, and has a heart so big the aliens in the next multiverse could feel it.

Being this Scorpionic ain’t for the weak. It comes with heavy, deep, dark themes in life — lots of transformation and isolation. Never actually finding love, because who could even match your depth? Having that obsessive, all-or-nothing energy. Constant hardships that feel like death — like an actual death. I think I’ve died about seven, maybe eight or nine times already. But with death comes rebirth.

My soul is wise beyond my years, yet I know I still carry a youthful, playful energy. The Scorpio woman isn’t in-your-face sexy — she’s more like a siren. Most men are intimidated and scared. Maybe it’s better that way. I tell myself the right one won’t be scared of my intensity — he’ll love it.

Life feels like a constant battle, one after the next, but I am one of the strongest soldiers. I used to think emotions were a weakness, but they actually work to my advantage. I have them under control for the most part, though once in a while I do crash out. I scare myself with how much I feel — like, I don’t think the average person feels as deeply as I do.

I’ve learned to embrace the darkness, and I now know my soul’s purpose is to turn darkness into light. I’m now loving diving deep into the waves — waves of feelings, emotions, passion, and intensity.