Metropolitianmindset

I have not blogged in a while. It’s been the stress of moving out, dealing with intense family drama, being sick on and off for over a month. And somehow managing to take two trips. Life is going by so, so fast, but the days are so, so slow. I’m feeling the universe push me to try new things, do new things, transform, and get out of my comfort zone.

Work is slow and easy, and although it sounds like a dream to most, I feel that I am not loving it. I don’t feel like I am mentally stimulated. I want something creative, something new. But I’m telling myself maybe I need the slowness at work right now, cause I am dealing with a lot in my personal life. I also think I need to get back into my routine and be more disciplined. It could be the winter blues hitting me again—this weather has been absolutely dreadful in New York right now. I know I need to enjoy the now, cause all we have is each day and this moment right now. But I just cannot wait until the warmth of the sun is shining down on my skin and I can hear the birds chirping early in the morning. I can’t wait to take my cute scenic walks through the West Village with an iced latte in my hand. I can’t wait to actually wear cute outfits and not walk around looking like a goth marshmallow. In the meantime, I can use this time to recharge and regroup. This is gonna be a big year for me—I feel it.